Monday, August 20, 2007
Everytimes a door closes on us or when we close a door,another one opens..Sadly people often regret on the one that's closed and forsake the one opened..Being ignorant may be a bliss at times..But i'm pretty sure not for this one..The facade of a new life could be seen as one opens..Step through that door and expirence your new path in life till you reach the next few doors..=)
A tribute to a friend my sister..Kristin
She was every little boy's dream sister..Everyone envied me when she's there to tuitor me or unseemingly pumping life's knowledge into my brain hoping i would be an upright man when i grow up..She's hot..yet cool..Taking leaves whenever she could,to spent time with her friends,family,church and me..She brought me to places every sister would bring their little brats to..=P Shopping,lunch,dinner,the arcade or even the movies..Oh all right..I'm always alone at home..My parents are either working till really late or gone overseas for some business transactions..Complicated adult stuff i never wanted to know..That's when Kristin came into my life..She was the one who kinda brought me up..Thought me how to be a better person,of course not ruling out Pam..They are both great people..My life shattered when Kristin left US,left me for a place i know where will tend to her needs,the could turn dull and grey..The picture of a all-so-beautiful life had colours sucked out..I felt alone..I felt lost..Then came when Pam had to leave for Canada..I had no one to turn to,no where to go..When they left,i realised that all along,i wasn't that strong,i wasn't the fearless shawn i thought i was..I don't really have anyone to confide in,no one to tend to my sorrows and boredom..No more sister-brother hugs whenever i'm down..My confidence i thought i once had was never there..They were my pillar of confidence..Emo-ing my life away..I don't see a need to be smiling from beneath untill a new door opens..
In loving memory of Kristin,My God Sister..
[20.08.2001]
Ifisayi'mokay,i'mfine..i'dbelying..
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I died at|10:08 PM|
