Saturday, August 4, 2007
Slept so late yesterday..Was trying to cheer SOMEONE up arh..Hopefully she's fine now..=)..Anyways..i was late for training today..Thank God Silie did not scold me..Set up my bow..Assigned to a board and started shooting..Was at my optimal form..So i wasnt really expecting much..But for some reason..I still managed to get into the first team..My shooting was bad..Real bad..(fast forward)It's time for team evet..So
babe,
hunk and
cheerful when of first..And i had to stay behind..Ugh..Wanna go HOME..Had team event..So afraid that i would pull the team's points down..True enough..It'd happen..Sighs*How i wish i could just shoot normally..So stressed up..Having the best in my team..I am the lousiest amoung the three of us..I need to buck up..I feel so helpless and inferior..If only i had not stopped training for weeks..I would've been the same standard..They train everyday!!Well almost..Exams are nearing..So is the competition..And my camp..Oh man..I need a breather or two to get me going again..
Youdonthavetofeelguiltyallthetime..It'siwho'swillingtodowhatido..Yeahitdoeskindairritatesmewhenyousaythosestuff..Butsomehowit'syouiplacefirst..iacceptwhatyouhavetosay..butiguessi'lljusthavetotrytochange..=/
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